ConsciousCreation

A Travel Log of Our Journey to the Next Big Thing:

Part 1: This day has been ‘interesting’ – taking the puppies to get groomed, having lunch with a friend, working on a Memorial Wall presentation in Panera’s as I waited for the grooming to be done – thinking how much the world has changed. And then, the drive home, for you see, the groomer is in St Louis Park, over the river!!!! It amaze me how many vehicles there are on the roads in the Twin Cities and how long it takes to rebuild roads and bridges. Patience does wear thin at times. After we got home, there was dinner to fix, baseball game to watch, trash to take out…

As I sit here now, feeling the urge to write/type something, nothing significant is showing up. So, the question I ask myself is ‘Is that urge to write/type a real thing or just another diversion?’ You see, the trash still hasn’t been taken out, my MLB-TV account seems to have been tampered with and I just now got it straightened out. At least, the puppies got fed!

Hence, the title: where do we go from here? Right now, I do believe the best answer is – To Bed! Perhaps the deeper answers will come in my dreams and tomorrow I will sit again at the computer and see what wants to flow.

Good night, all!

Part II: So, we three – the puppies and me – went to bed. The dreams were interesting and a bit enlightening and yet they didn’t add clarity to ‘where do we go from here.’ Perhaps, that is because there are a number of questions on the board and a number of options in the answer column.
I’m thinking it’s time to step into the silence for a while and ask for some high-level guidance. I am sure that there is a positive path, that there are words of wisdom flowing my way, that the peace that passes all understanding is mine to claim. I also know that there are chunks of thought, emotion, memory that require release and reparation. What i’m not sure about is how much of what I think is the need for reparation is actually my resistance – reluctance to step into my authentic self – my power.
At what point do other folks open to the possibility that their view is their perception based on their stories and not ‘my bad.’ Is it always necessary for me to turn down my energy so that they’re not hurt? That line is not clear for me at this time…. More work to do! And now, it’s time to go to bed. Let’s sleep on that one and see what emerges. Thanks, guides and teachers!

Part III: It’s been a week or two since last I sat down to type. Much has happened. My time at Unity of the Valley is over. My contract was not renewed for various reasons, none of which were illegal or immoral. 🙂 So now that question – where do we go from here? – is reality. The Universe is sending clear signals that it’s time to move on – that there is something else I’m called to do and that patience is required. In the short term, I will be heading south – back home to Louisiana to center and find that next path. My sister and her puppy are letting me and my puppies bunk with them for awhile as the way gets clear!
Each day brings new ideas, new possibilities, new what-if’s. Each day also brings a little doubt, a little angst, a little oh sh*#! And then the deep breath and a shift in consciousness to that space that knows that I am guided, that there is already a plan, that it’s time to move! With that knowing, it’s time to go to bed ~ to sleep and dream!